Help! A I miss u poem or something! ?

just need a lil help there so much goin on in my head right now.. I had a fight with my gf I had for 6 years and she like hates me an wont speak to me.. I need help I need her back I miss her - so much.. I tell her all the time I spill my heart to her. But shes sucha touch and independent girl.she just dont give noooo crap.. I just cant handle this pain. Dont even be like ya its over bub move on cuz thats not the case. We done this before and I dont wana do it again. I wana change. Its ben like 2 months sense I seen her.. We text barley and alot of time shell just be like idont wana talk or im busy.. Im just so scared.. I feel like sh!t. . Im trying so hard to better my self.. Even to the point where I got more hours so I have more money and getting a gym membership to just look beter. I need help I just really wana text her something right now.. I no shes laying and if she see's it half asleep she wont be in that pissed mood.... I cant think of anything.. I was just gona write everything I miss but .. I just suck I suck at everything.. . Just need help.. I no I need to give her space.. But I just need something good to say right now... Nothing cheesy or cliche.. Something with a lil thought in it .clever. Sweet and beautiful and forgiving.. . God im goin nuts wit out her..i hate laying in bed alone everynight Just please people answer who no where im coming from.. I can write for ever and nothing wil still make sense.. Sh!t I shoulda spent all this time texing her..